The Simple Declaration.

When I sat down to write this post, my heart started racing and I couldn't form a sentence. I think that's what you might call a mild anxiety attack, but it was nothing too serious. Then after deleting at least fifteen sentences I felt like crying. I felt really guilty about leaving, and especially for not saying goodbye... or telling you how school is going, or giving you a recipe during what was a seemingly neverending winter. And then I started to feel overwhelmed by the blogging and the emotion and the guilt and I almost deleted this paragraph! But I'm not going to delete this paragraph, even though it is very poorly written and I probably should. I won't because it is the simple declaration that I'm returning to you with virtual flowers and virtual chocolates and (soon) virtual recipes and a very non virtual, sincere, "I'M SORRY, PLEASE FORGIVE ME." And I think, for now, it's best to keep it at that.

See you soon.